It’s when I’m standing six feet away from you and not being able to find the words to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you that I want to just scream to the whole room that I’m still in love with you. It’s when I’m sitting alone with the phone in my hand dialing your number and hanging up that I would trade a thousand tomorrows for just one yesterday. Then I could just call you to tell you goodnight. It’s when I am really sad about something and need someone to talk to that I realize you’re the only one who really knew me at all. It’s when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give to hold you at that very moment. It’s when I think about you that I realize no one else in the world is meant for me.

Progress is not an illusion; it happens, but it is slow and invariably disappointing.

I took too many Advils yesterday

And it’s not like I was trying to commit suicide or shit I just had a really bad headache that wouldn’t go away

And so my dumbshit brain thought it would be logical to take 13 within an hour

Nothing really happened. My headache went away like 2 hours later.

But yeah if I die of liver failure or something in the next several months, you guys know why.

People like you make me want to run away and never look back

You’re not supposed to control my life